Courtesy

She waddled, hands placed on her lower back on either side of her spine trying to relive some pressure. Her huge belly jutted out in front of her, her belly button visible beneath the stretched fabric. Her feet were killing her and the bus wasn’t due for thirty more minutes. Being pregnant was not conducive to the ease of public transportation. A few more weeks the doctors had said and she should pop this little darling (whom she dearly loved, but she missed seeing her toes) out. It had always been her versus the world and soon it would be her versus the world plus one (an innocent, helpless plus one). She trembled from fear or excitement or maybe pure exhaustion she did know. Probably D) all of the above.

She needed to sit down before she fell down. The bus bench was occupied by a lone man, on the right of him was a liquid substance that looked like puke, the left his collection of bags.

Annoyance rose at the possibility of having to speak to the stranger. She hoped he’d notice the big belly and do the right thing.

She moussed into his field of vision. His eyes were focused on the book clasped in his hands, the front cover bent over, his right finger slid beneath the next page prepared to flip once his eyes finished their journey downward.

Well shit, she hated to interrupt people when reading. Her feet throbbed, her back ached, her daughter kicked. She didn’t hate it that much.

She gave a gentle sigh to garner his attention.

Nothing.

She released a very lady-like pained grunt.

Nothing.

“Hello?”

Nothing.

She was ready to snatch the book from his hands and smash it onto the floor and grind it beneath her swollen feet. And she was not one to damage books.

“Excuse me, sir?” she said with aggressive authority, waving a hand between him and the page.

The lines of his face shifted into surprise then anger at being interrupted, and he glanced over the top of his glasses to glare at her.

“What?” he growled, his deep blue eyes piercing her with fire.

“Would you mind moving your belongings so I may sit?” Her voice matching his in brimstone, she tacked a forced smile on the end, making sure to include teeth.

“No.” His eyes returned to the page.

“You want to run that by me again, Fu-, Buster!”

“There’s puke beneath the bench, and I need this stuff close so I can keep track of it while reading.”

“Oh well then, glad to know your book and bags outrank me.”

“Standing never killed anyone.”

His book had remained at eye level for their conversation and she had a strong suspicion he couldn’t see anything but her face. As if that was an excuse, she still expected decent treatment when she wasn’t pregnant. Thank you very much.

“Shithead, I am about to fall over.”

The book came down at her profanity and he looked ready to give her a tongue lashing. His eyes bulged at the sight of her stomach.

“Crap.” A light pink flush crawled its way up his checks. Embarrassment well at least there’s that, she thought bitterly.

“Her ears have developed she can hear you, asshole.”

He didn’t answer simply slide his arm into his backpack strap, hefting up as he stood. Next, he grabbed his plastic suitcase lifting it past the vomit and a safe distance away before coming back for a small parcel and a stack of books. How he had gotten that all there in the first place was beyond her.

She also now realized he was a huge man, well over 6 foot towering over her, a backpack hanging low off one arm, hand filled with a brown parcel and a stack of books in the other, his finger still marking his place in his novel. He stepped past her, and she sank down with a relieved groan.

He looked a bit lost about what do with all his stuff.

“You can leave it, you know. I am not goanna steal it, I am not sure I’ll ever be able to get myself off this bench again, anyway.”

A smile quirked at his lips.

“But I claim the suitcase as a footrest.” The smile slipped as his eyebrow rose, but she could see amusement in his eyes. He settled his belongings beside her and set the suitcase at her feet.

“I was joking” He left it, her feet found themselves quite comfortably elevated.

After a few minutes of silence, he spoke, “Sorry. I tend to get nasty when my reading is interrupted.”

“I get it.”

They lapsed into silence.

Too Cool to Die: The final battle of Egil’s Saga

I recently discovered the beauty of Icelandic Saga’s highly recommend Egil’s Saga as well As the Saga of Grettir the Strong, super fun Iceland warriors running around killing and fighting people and composing poetry. This is a short analysis I wrote on an interesting scene in the tale different from many others. Slight spoilers so read the Saga first or jump in. 

Egil’s Saga is a beautiful and long tale covering generations of a family and their feud with the Kings of Norway as well as their settlement in Iceland. Egil the main character of this tale is a powerful warrior and a man who often finds himself at odds with others and society, continuing the family tradition of angering Kings. This story is filled with many wonderful scenes, but a moment of interest is Ch. 76. where Egil finds himself being ambushed in the woods.

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The Corporate

For a prompt I first asked myself what my version of Utopia was then I asked myself what dystopia would look like to me:

The cement sidewalk is cracked and dirty, millions of feet tramp down on its surface, everyone is crowded together. Everyone is in a rush heading somewhere just as bleak and grey as they sidewalk beneath your feet. No one talks, no one smiles, no one has time for human connection. Continue reading “The Corporate”

A Library in the Woods

For a prompt, I asked myself what would be my version of Utopia:

Scraggly roots break up the ground, there trees growing tall and strong. Their branches bend under the weight of thick green leaves, the sun filtering through, creating a dapple of light upon the dirt floor. Between these trees are large bookcases, though between might be the wrong word it’s more like they are part of the trees. Continue reading “A Library in the Woods”

An Image of Love: “To My Dear and Loving Husband” by Anne Bradstreet

I have always had a soft spot for romantic notions and ideas. I love the idea of romance, I love the reality of a strong and loving relationship even better. “To My Dear and Loving Husband” by Anne Bradstreet, is her attempt to express the depths of her feelings and emotions towards her husband. Bradstreet instantly had my attention when she started with “If”, this use of a conditional clause intrigued me, she uses it to draw attention to the immense compatibility and love between the speaker and her husband. Continue reading “An Image of Love: “To My Dear and Loving Husband” by Anne Bradstreet”

Avoiding the Issue

“We need to talk.”

Olivia made the decision to pedal harder, words like those always lead to unpleasantness, and Olivia as a matter of course always avoided unpleasantness.

“What?” she shouted over her shoulder, hair wiping into her eyes, pretending not to have heard.

“We need to talk.” He repeated, voice louder, tone a mixture of anxiety and frustration. The wind was rushing past her ears, and the gravel crunching beneath her tire.

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Consuming​ Allegory: The Birthmark by Nathaniel​ Hawthorne

Nathaniel Hawthorne’s short story The Birth-Mark plays around with the ideas of allegory, and the effect symbolism can have on people. In The Birth-Mark, Aylmer, a man of science, can’t let go of the imperfection the birthmark on his wife’s cheek represents, he allows his emotions towards the birthmark to consume him, and ultimately leads to him losing his precious wife. Hawthorne is clearly warning of the dangers of placing too much power and meaning in such a trifling object as a birthmark. The only influence an object possesses is the power we place in it. Continue reading “Consuming​ Allegory: The Birthmark by Nathaniel​ Hawthorne”

First Contact

People were so frightened, they hadn’t known what to do. What do you do when you learn Aliens are real? They acted badly, they made mistakes, and as a repercussion, all friendly relations were severed. They hadn’t known they wanted to be friends, their language was beyond their understanding. They assumed the words were a threat. Of course, they did, they always do. Professor Donald Boulder was one of the top linguists in the world and he worked tirelessly to unlock the secrets of their language, and when someone works with that dedication, of course, they accomplish their task, sadly he was too late, the Aliens has already left. 

Humanity, embarrassed by their actions, joined together to build the worlds fastest and most technologically advanced spaceship to ever exist.  A team was put together, a strategist was brought in from Russia, a scientist from Germany, a robotics mechanic from Japan, a spaceship pilot and a linguist from America. With sad farewells and heavy hearts, the team left their known world and headed off into space, following the thick exhaust trail of the retreating aliens. 

First contact had happened and they had failed. But the vastness of space with twinkling lights seemed to offer hope…

Symbolism​ to the Extreme: The Sound and the Fury by William Faulkner

In William Faulkner’s The Sound and the Fury different characters attach different degrees of symbolic meaning to objects. The character of Quentin is one who is obsessed with viewing the world through a philosophical and symbolic lens. One item that receives particular importance is that of time, particularly in the form of the watch Quentin received from his father.  Continue reading “Symbolism​ to the Extreme: The Sound and the Fury by William Faulkner”

The Soul of the Old Man of Storr

I just spent a wonderful four weeks in Scotland breathing its history and fantasy. I loved every second and here’s a short little dramatization of one of the many adventures I went on. This was the day I hiked to the Old Man of Storr


The world is a faded, hazy mist. Little droplets of water decorate my skin. My hair hangs in wet clumps that cling to my forehead. The grass slopes down the hillside disappearing a few feet away, anything could be before me, a cliff, another hill to climb…a faerie. The air is still.  Continue reading “The Soul of the Old Man of Storr”